What is Love ?
No one knows. An overrated word which has been manipulated to describe emotion.
Personally, I would very much want to believe in the existence of love but until this moment, it still a big question mark. Words are easily uttered without thinking about the consequences. Without the sense of commitment or obligation. It just another word to complete a sentence.
Love is expensive, that's how I would define it. Love is a sacred word. Taboo. Something that you just cant simply say.
I have heard this word been said to me thousand times. Or more. I lost count. But, I always experience this funny feeling whenever I hear this word "Love". It tickles me. And my mind will do its routine job, evaluating and evaluating. And picking up the slightest gestures to ensure nothing is left unevaluated. The eyes. Yes, the eyes would definitely be the first Victim. The litmus test. Blue or Red ?
I have grown to be extra careful and bit deaf when comes to this issue. Not that Im a heartless woman, but extra precaution is no harm. Im much stronger alone. Emotional dependency makes me weak. I become the other version of me..weak, moody & full of nasty tantrums. Some say Love makes you stronger, but this rule doesnt apply to me. Not yet. When ? Only God knows.
Through my journey, loving myself proven to be the only Love that exists. Everytime when Im being left, I turn to myself. Digging my strength at the lowest point. And God the only one who I strongly believe..always there at good and bad times.
If I would to redefine Love, only my love is to God the Almighty. No one else....
